1. |
Disintegrate
03:16
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[hook: almaz]
disintegrate
[verse 1: luna]
integrate your absence on me
make yourself the majority
generate a pity party
are your eyes gone why can't you see
[hook: almaz]
disintegrate
[verse 2: luna]
imposition turns to sadness
i cannot relive the madness
why would i go what would that do
think of those that came before you
[hook: almaz]
disintegrate
disintegrate
i need to disintegrate
disintegrate
disintegrate
disintegrate
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2. |
Saints Protect Her Now
05:39
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i wonder why
you were all that time
treating me like i wasn't even there
like you didn't even care
i wonder why
you were all that time
treating me like i wasn't even there
like you didn't even care
try again next year
try again next life
with someone who will be less receptive to your crimes
saints protect her now
they have for all her life
but the moment you are done
with her she will dedicate
her strife and her life to you
how could you think
that this would end in anything
but a purity ring?
try again next year
try again next life
with someone who will be less receptive to your crimes
try again next year
try again next life
with someone who will be less receptive to your crimes
saints protect her now
saints protect her now
saints protect her now
saints protect her now
saints protect her now
saints protect her now
saints protect her now
saints protect her now
give me all your poison (give me one more night)
give me all your pills (one last goodbye)
give me all the hopeless thoughts that make you ill (let's do it one last time)
you're running after something that you'll never kill (let's do it one more time)
if this is what you want then fire at will (one more night)
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3. |
Dizzy on the Comedown
06:44
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up and down like a red rubber ball
you're always back and forth like the clock on the wall
i want to know about you
i'm spinning all around you
if i stay, do you think that we could change your routine?
i know a trick, i've always got a few up my sleeve
this life is controlled confusion
it's just a grand illusion
and you ask me: how does it feel when you're awake?
and you ask me: how do you pass the days?
sing along to a song that i know
it goes a-ba-ba-ba, sing it over and over
let it hypnotise you
i'm still here right beside you
hold my hand, you can follow my lead
you're like a ballerina spinning around on your feet
and watching is so fantastic
and i want to ask you:
would you come here and spin with me?
i've been dying to get you dizzy
find a way into your head so i can make you feel like you again
would you come here and spin with me?
i've been dying to get you dizzy
find a way into your head so i can make you feel like you again
now, collapse, but take delight in the fall, and catch your breath
i know you feel the ring from it all
so try and collect yourself now
it's just a euphoric comedown
and you ask me: how does it feel when you're awake?
and you ask me: how do you pass the days?
and you ask me: how does it feel when you're awake?
and you ask me: how do you pass the days?
would you come here and spin with me?
i've been dying to get you dizzy
find a way into your head so i can make you feel like you again
because i can still remember when you were afraid of the dark and i told you to call
and i'd follow where you'd want me to go
-- me to go
moya devochka
moya devochka
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4. |
Hythe
02:23
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5. |
Lies
05:44
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so i've heard that you're leaving me
ash as far as your eyes can see
kiss me here, before you're dead to me
even though you're not in love with me
just wait for the blood to leave me
just wait for the blood to leave me
just wait for the blood to leave me
and i loved you, and i loved you
did you love me?
sleep is come, half a world away
keep my arms in your mystery
fuck your lies, they're nothing to me
so i ask that you do this for me
just wait for the blood to leave me
just wait for the blood to leave me
just wait for the blood to leave me
and i loved you, and i loved you
did you love me?
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6. |
Kriptobiologiya
02:51
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hiding under arctic seas
no regret from within me
ever changing entity
your cryptobiology
and would you lock my eyes
and barely whisper anything
and would you lock my eyes
and throw your fist into my face
now i stand a scissorborn
my heart my mind my soul is worn
the medicine the taunts the porn
the desert of my skin is warm
the earth still operates i guess
minus family friends and less
less than anyone you see
your cryptobiology
and would you lock my eyes
and barely whisper anything
and would you lock my eyes
and throw your fist into my face
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i don't care if you keep breathing
i don't care if you start seizing
give me one good reason
why i should keep feeling
using me for your sick feelings
living life in the wrong season
give me one good reason
give me one good reason
just let me go (yeah, just let me go)
and take another life
i see your ghost (yeah, just let me go)
and with it goes your sight
this is the end, oh (it's the last of you)
this is your fall from grace
this is the last time (your face so divine)
i'll kiss your perfect face
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8. |
Chlorine
05:24
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she's a siren, but her song creates as well as it destroys
(she's a ghostly woman who can't remember making a choice)
when you see her, does she run and hide under the tabletops?
(does the sunlight burn her? does the crying really ever stop?)
can she breathe chlorine now?
is she truly clean now?
her tiny hands are cold, but you've been pulled under her tide
can she breathe chlorine now?
is she truly clean now?
her tiny hands are cold, but you've been pulled under her tide
does she hide herself away where nobody would dare to look?
does she think herself immortal, but death's all she reads in books?
does she hide her arms like she was taking someone's favourite toy?
does she think she has a chance to live alone with just the noise?
i will, i will, scream until my lungs collapse
can she breathe chlorine now?
is she truly clean now?
her tiny hands are cold, but you've been pulled under her tide
i will, i will, scream until my lungs collapse (spin, comin' on the slip-stream)
i will, i will, scream until my lungs collapse (spin, comin' on the slip-stream, let it out)
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9. |
Fantastic Erratic
06:04
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sappho stayed on her island
with erinna by side
writing her jealous poems
until time swept them away
people used to live here
look at the green tide
and you'd hardly ever know it
from the way it looks today
people used to live here
people used to make way
people used to love here
people used to die alone
now i am erinna
being her is a ride
but given the choice
i'd take it over suicide
you're fantastic
i'm erratic
you're fantastic
i'm erratic
look to those of the past
see the ridge on my arm
see the places where blood spilled
from the first kings
unto prophets of baal
call the name of your god
use your swords and your lances
until your blood is gone
on the day of asura
on the calvary cross
mortify your own corpus
until all's not lost
let the tide flow from nothing
let erinna flow away
make sure that i feel safer
make sure that i feel safe
you're fantastic
i'm erratic
you're fantastic
i'm erratic
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even in my younger age
i see that law can never change
you took the last one, cider when you're gone
and i'm the first one to pretend
that celtic love can never end
but i think that i knew that i was wrong
so prove me wrong
every time i blink i see
a part of you inside of me
my mind can't seem to get away
and thoughts of you are like a plague
the cigarette, the chilling wet
the future sound, the underground
the porter and the slaughter
i will never be your daughter
prove me wrong
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voidpunk synth outfit from te-whanganui-a-tara, aotearoa
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